You know I dreamed about you
I missed you for 29 years

after a delightfully merry christmas (I made 5 christmas dinners y’all. 5!!!!) I am back home for a couple of days and here there is loud broadway music and actual personal space and so I drank a bunch of whiskey and watched a bunch of TV and slept for a bunch of hours and now I’m listening to more loud broadway music and trying to rid myself of a dry christmas tree.

and seriously, the Internet has never let me down more than right now, when i tried to find information on how to get a dry tree out to the bins from a third-floor walk-up without the entire tree shedding all of its needles all over my neighbours, and there was NOTHING. gutted! (help?) :D

dear tumblr,

I’m so sorry I’ve been absent for a lot of time, but a) I’ve been insanely busy (work, touring in England, uni stuff) and b) it appears the iPad app is still not posting the stuff I try to post, so, well, sorry about that. I spent the past month with my singing group in England and now I’m back in Finland and I think I’ve slept a total of 10 hours since I got home 2 days ago o_O

and I am very very sad and quite heartbroken. I’m not sad to be home, but I am the most sad to not be there any more. I’m a little bit heartbroken - for a lot of reasons - and I never had a chance to have a break and just rest for a bit, but now I have spent the evening quietly and persistently working through the better part of a bottle of gin and now I’m fairly pleasantly drunk and very very sad but I feel better than I did when I was stone cold sober and busy and exhausted and the sadness wouldn’t leave my bones. I hope you guys are all doing good, I’ll try to find out what the hell is wrong with my iPad app and then hopefully we’ll get back to regularly scheduled programming. Over and out!