You know I dreamed about you
I missed you for 29 years







WELL so i actually got off my ass and did stuff like had a shower and cooked food and overcame crippling social anxiety to text some friends (and watched pacific rim one more time leave me alone), and then i was heading out for some actual dealing with responsibility, and then i got into my car and OOPS it’s super duper broken and will not be going anywhere for a fair while and now everything’s back to being the worst and i’m back drifting in a tiny little ball of uselessness on my sofa and u g h this can fucking go away now i can’t deal with this i am super duper duper duper poorly equipped to deal with my own inabilities


TODAY I WOKE UP AND TOOK RESPONSIBLITY OF MY OWN LIFE!

just kidding. I woke up and ignored all my responsibilities and watched Pacific Rim twice. (but it is only 2pm so who knows what might happen.)


MY WEEKEND in a practical list format for you:

days spent all by my glorious lonesome: 1 1/2
Marvel/other superhero type movies watched: 6 (or 7)
other movies watched: 4
units of alcohol consumed: 7
loads of laundry done: 5
amount of times my phone accidentally called work and I got to explain to my boss’ boss that it was an accident that I made her listen to a minute and a half of Pacific Rim dialogue before I realised and apologized profusely: 1
pancakes consumed: 13
times I won the 2048 game: 3
times I left the house: 0


Figure 8
Ellie Goulding

thisblogwillbeyourdownfall:

Figure 8 - Ellie Goulding

I chase your love around a figure 8
I need you more than I can take


"

The opposite of depression is not happiness, but vitality, and it was vitality that seemed to seep away from me in that moment. Everything there was to do seemed like too much work. I would come home and I would see the red light flashing on my answering machine, and instead of being thrilled to hear from my friends, I would think, “What a lot of people that is to have to call back.” Or I would decide I should have lunch, and then I would think, but I’d have to get the food out and put it on a plate and cut it up and chew it and swallow it, and it felt to me like the Stations of the Cross.

And one of the things that often gets lost in discussions of depression is that you know it’s ridiculous. You know it’s ridiculous while you’re experiencing it. You know that most people manage to listen to their messages and eat lunch and organize themselves to take a shower and go out the front door and that it’s not a big deal, and yet you are nonetheless in its grip and you are unable to figure out any way around it.

"

Andrew Solomon, Depression - The Secret We Share, TED talks (via feigenbaumsworld)

The opposite of depression is not happiness, but vitality…

(via whiskeyboat)


astormofsansas:

lukecastellan:

to the people who never followed me during game of thrones season?

welcome to the most intense 10 weeks of your life.



  13,096 notes08 Apr 14   

   PIKITIS!!!!!!!!!      favourite little shit      perfect      tv: parks and recreation   

  1,666 notes06 Apr 14   

ohkiili:

[whispers] game of thrones season four is today

[screams from a dragon ] GAME OF THRONES SEASON FOUR IS TODAY

[begins to pound on drums and chant] GAME OF THRONES SEASON FOUR IS TODAY

GAME OF THRONES SEASON FOUR IS TODAY

GAME OF THRONES SEASON FOUR IS TODAY

GAME OF THRONES SEASON FOUR IS TODAY

  • game of thrones season four is today
  • game of thrones season four is today
  • GAME OF THRONES SEASON FOUR IS TODAY

GAME OF THRONES SEASON FOUR IS TODAY

[whispers] game of thrones season four is today


   OH GOD      YAY      tv: game of thrones   

  13,321 notes06 Apr 14   

killthefez:

"Okay, should we get some coffee?"

 


   yes good perfect      PERFECT SERIES FINALES      for fucking serious      tv: friends   

  46,241 notes03 Apr 14   

xld:

I need a hug or 6 shots of vodka


   currently   

  452,805 notes03 Apr 14   

bio-digital-jazz:

608474:

Lucy (2014)


   oh FUCK this looks awesome      !!!!!!      movie: lucy   

  252,091 notes03 Apr 14   

HEY, TUMBLR. I HAVE MOVIE NEWS. 

rainbowrowell:

DREAMWORKS PLANS TO MAKE AN ELEANOR & PARK MOVIE.

CROSS YOUR FINGERS.

image


   AAAAAAHHHHHHH      OH GOD      OH GOD YES      book: eleanor & park   

  1,924 notes02 Apr 14